Bad Blogger

I am such a bad blogger. I haven't written in ages.
Nothing new. Back to work. Grandfather passed. Friend
of family passed. Oh yeah, my anniversary was the 8th.
Married 13 years. WOW! I am shocked actually. But I think
he is the best, I just don't know how he puts up with me. Lol.

Blog More L8R,
J

Today's feelings...

Yeah yeah.

I know. I haven't been writing.
I haven't really had much to say.
Alot of Cr@p has been going on in my life.
Lets see.... where to begin.

Yep, still depressed...
Nope, still haven't gone anywhere...
Wait this doesn't sound like I have done anything. Not sounding good huh?????

I have been back & forth to the doctor. Yeah that is ALOT of fun. NOOOOOOOTTTTTTT.
I have been having back pain for awhile. Hadn't done anything about it. Was supposed to get it fixed a long time ago.

Kidney stones. They hurt like hell!!! I thought my brother was acting like a big @ss baby, but he so was not. But in the long run, if I was taking care of myself instead of trying to take care of other people, it wouldn't have been so bad.

Oh well-my bad.

I am off to get some meds in my body because if I don't, Mark is going to have a real fun night with a big crybaby.

Hugs

Today's Feelings...

I do not feel well. I want to be alone. I feel like sh@t. i feel that noone cares for me. I feel like a Bitch. I feel like death. I feel depressed. I feel broken. I feel very alone.

I have felt like this for a couple of weeks now. That is the reason why I have not written. Sorry. I guess I have disappointed you too.

Today's Feelings...

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Crazy today...

I took today off. Had it off since June. It feels good to have a vacation day.
Going to my dad's house. Need to wrap presents. 4 days til Christmas. Does not feel like Christmas.

9 Days Before Christmas

Today I met my mom at the Mall. What was I thinking?????

The Mall here was so freaking packed...


Mark & I have all of presents done. We have been through with Christmas shopping since 11/12. The only thing I had to get was Mark's gifts. Stupid me. Went today. Ugh!!!



Some people are very rude. Knocking into you without saying "Excuse Me". Taking your parking spot right from underneath you. Really crazy. But I guess it was my fault since I waited to get his gifts at the last minute.



Next year, I am going to be smarter about it. I have a plan. I am going to start picking stuff up at the first of the year.



Off to watch a movie to get into the Christmas mood.

Gonna Give This A Try...

People say that writing a writing is good for the soul. Well, I will give it a try.

I am not a professional writer. Heck, I don't even think I am a good writer. My thoughts are always erratic & I don't think I can get everything I want to say on paper. I thought, well I have seen these bog things before & I am on the puter alot. My handwriting is not all that, why not give this a try on the puter instead of on paper.

This probably will not make sense to anyone but me. But that is ok. I will write my thoughts, hopes, dreams, cute little sayings that I have seen or heard anywhere. Or heck, it maybe song lyrics that day.

Here is my Quote of the Day.

There is only one happiness in life,to love and be loved.

- George Sand -